everything's fine
You know when you enter a chat and someone asks you how are things?
For a moment you think that you could just write how it really is, how's things really are.
But then, you don't know how, you just end up writing that everything's fine. There's this dark force that stops you, and you just can't say that you are not fine. That your life is not ok right now. That there're terrible moments in which you just want to close all the doors to the world and cry, alone.
And the problem is that I won't say anything at all about the stuff that makes me feel useless. I'll be quite as always, I'll act as if nothing serious happend.
-How are you?
-(Bad, I'm sick of my life and I'm depressed.) Oh, I'm fine thanks, how are you?
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